Sunday 27 January 2013

Feel good things for me......

I think we all have stuff that makes us feel good, here are a few things that make my life calmer or happier or just feel good.....

1. Straws.....I like to drink through straws, its calming. After our car accident I was constantly thirsty, I tend to drive with ice water even in -25 weather.





2. We are a blanket family, although it drives me crazy when the boys drag their blankets off the beds through the house. Jay is right when he says I created the blanket monsters.
Jay hates when I gush over him so when I blog it he cannot even read it....but I knew he truly loved me when he had a dream about this blanket that I always napped with. (It had been my Grandmas and it was falling apart but I still loved it.) In the dream he had to save the blanket. The crazy thing is I still have it, its not usable anymore but I have not been able to part with it.....I do have plans to use pieces of it in a blanket that will one day be sewed out of the boys baby clothes.






3. I love my phone, it is sadly my good friend that I feel lost without. I have no idea how women parented without cell phones.....what did the school do when you were out of the house.....maybe that's why there were school nurses?? I am an iPhone lover/owner. Even though auto-correct and siri has called me all sorts of names.... The APP I use the most is overdrive that allows you to down load books for free from the library. I have been addicted to audio books forever and now I just need WiFi to load my phone, to keep me company during my commute




4. After reading a post from Pretty Organized about using your special keepsake treasures, rather than hiding them for a special occasions. I pulled out this sugar bowl, that belonged to my sweet neighbor Nan. When she moved, it was gifted to me. Not only did it belong to Nan it is also the pattern my Grandma collected so it is a wonderful reminder each day of 2 amazing women. 
I asked my brother if he recognized the pattern the last time he was here and he did.




5. Before Christmas Brodie was asking lots of questions about the Bible so I went in search of a book for him. We end each day reading a one page daily devotion, that is age appropriate, real life examples that are supported by God's word. I may not be 8 but I love the lessons and reminders it providing both of us.







6. Here is another Grandma Jessie thing... I'm not sure why but ever since she passed away I always think of her when I find pennies.
After our car accident I was finding pennies everywhere. I realized awhile back that Brodie talks about her like he knows her... But they never met.





In the last 7 years I have learned so much about how and why children need to regulate themselves. You will instinctively find what calms you. Children do it all the time in a world that keeps telling them to sit still and keep their hands to themselves. Without regulation there is no focus if you are 4 or 44.
I just started to learn about mindfulness, which uses your breathing as a focal point I had to laugh its the one thing that you won't forget at home or leave in your other bag. It doesn't cost you money and no one is ever going to tell you to stop.

kristen heather

Tuesday 1 January 2013

The Plan

The plan was for me to start back to work tomorrow..... January 2, 2013, half days every second day to start..........because the return to work plan was not completed my doctor has told me to wait....

The plan was to buy a new car....... but my dislike to the idea of a car payments, Jay and his dad will fix my Toyota.

The plan was my mom would start a new medication with a gradual scheduled increase so she could function day to day........since December we have had a many days that she does not recognize my dad as her husband.

The plan was to always be strong and not scared of what lies ahead............my mom is sick and that has changed everything


The plan is to return to work when I am ready
The plan is to keep making good money decisions that make me comfortable


The plan is to follow my brothers lead and be strong, to educate ourselves about dementia and find people who have walked this road before us
The plan is to keep communicating and supporting each other
The plan is to love and remember its the disease, not my Mama
The plan is to find a way to grieve, to plan, to enjoy what time we have
The plan is to be as honest as possible with Brodie
The plan is to let people in
The plan is to Let go and Let God

kristen heather











This is the trolls house



Mama can we get a turtle?




Brodie told us this is called a monkey cup, they fill with water and the monkey drinks out of





 Jan 2/13: My Mom was reassessed yesterday with blood work they think she is having a negative reaction to her medication she has been on for a month..... Which could explain the month if craziness
new drug being tried keep your fingers crossed......
Jan 15/13 My mom is doing amazingly well...God is good

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